February 2012
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Anonymous asked: do you have any pictures, new or old, of you up here?
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day 23: media.
did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight?
no. the media and weight loss has been a topic i’ve discussed before, but i maintain that media only sometimes plays a role in eating disorders/weight loss. this, of course, may be different from person to person. but i’ve found that when asked, more people are likely to say it’s people in their real life that makes them...
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tonight i feel inadequate. i am not smart enough, pretty enough, friendly enough, interesting enough, worth enough. everything i do is pointless and nobody really cares. i am nothing, worthless, stupid.
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day 22: lowest weight.
what was your lowest weight? how and why did you gain?
45kg. fourty-five kilograms. i remember the day i wrote it down in an old journal, but i can’t for the life of me remember how i looked…weird. i had a doctor’s appointment the next day and i remember my mother telling me, “they’re going to weigh you, and if your weight is low enough, you’ll get into...
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